It's like there's something I can do, something I WANT to do... Something incredible right around the corner. Like I can see the light of something awesome but I still have no idea what it is. Like no matter how cold and dark and dreary, it's but a fleeting moment compared to the joy of what's coming. As if in that one instant when whatever it is hits me, it'll be worth it. And then in the wake of whatever it is, I will lay back and look up at the stars and find meaning. Purpose.
Must be halcyon.